'CAUSE IT'S NINE IN THE AFTERNOON;

mitzumorii @ 2009-09-11T02:32:00

2009-09-11T06:38:23Z

I am sick of people who can complain that nobody understands them when they fail to understand others. Especially when they fail to get close to others. How can you possibly judge anyone like that? Everyone has their own morals and life goals and there's no need for that. I guess I've been guilty a few times of this (who hasn't?) but I've realized how much it bothers me, and I will try not to do it anymore.

This year, my first year of university, I'm going to be a whole new me. I'm going to be a much, much better person because those four years of high school taught me something valuable.

I will also never let go of any of the friends I had because they will always be important to me. Friendship, lame as it sounds, is one of the few things that can get you out of anything. So many times, it can prove to be stronger than a relationship.

Then again, I may just be feeling a bit spiteful. Probably. But I do believe very strongly in friendship. And also the fact that people make mistakes... but you forgive them anyway, unless the mistake is much too harsh.

Oh, god...

2009-09-11T05:46:36Z

So I really am just going to post on this for myself. Whenever I'm frustrated or down or whatever, this is where I will now let my emotions out. <3

Today I've found out how disgustingly obsessed someone is with their significant other... it sickens me. Sure, relationships are great but to be obsessed to this extent... oh god. I'm not even going into detail, I really don't want to. People who rely on their relationships for balance and support and nothing else really make me sick. I mean, I am in relationship myself, and I am very much in love with him, but he is not everything to me... as harsh as that sounds. He is very important, don't get me wrong, but he is not the reason I breathe, live, and so on and so forth.

Recently, however, I've found myself growing more attached to him. We've been dating for almost a year now and... well, he is also my best friend. But this attachment is getting much too deep and it's sort of scaring me a little. I just don't want to grow obsessive and needy.

I guess, I just don't want to turn into her.

Let me show you my Pokemanz

2008-04-03T23:42:42Z

SO UH, A YEAR LATER ...

Hi, how've you been? I haven't posted or been on this website in AGES. My bad? I came back on because people started posting again. xD

Anywho, we needa recap everyone! I miss you all ... haven't heard from the lot of you for a damn while. We need a new KH game. D<

But mhm, next post will be meaningful, this is bullshit. <3

THIS IS AN UPDATE! (Replacing ~~THIS IS SPARTA~~thing.)

... Erm, yeah.

2007-04-03T13:24:58Z

ROFLCOPTER. It been RONG time. xD I told you I have ADHD and memory loss in general. Sheesh, I fail at life (x10100101011010). But yeah, so how is everyone doing lately? I know I haven't stayed in touch with most of you on ff (sorry ;o;). I really do miss you guys but it feels like we're all growing apart.

FUCK. AND IT KILLED HALF OF MY POST. I HATE LIFE. *ANGST*

I REFUSE TO WRITE IT AGAIN. D<
See you all later. xD I'll probably add on~

WHAT GOES AROUND, COMES AROUND.

2007-02-24T15:40:11Z

Hahaha, mind the post gap. I really can't continue things, can I?

So the last thirteen days have been crap. I've been so depressed and pissed off the whole time, for no reason at all (well, okay, now I have a reason but before I hadn't). Not to mention, I feel rather neglected by the people around me.

Onto happier terms, there's a convention starting a week before March Break, called MTAC (March Toronto Anime Convention) and I am so excited n_n! I'm cosplaying the sluttiest anime girl ever (okay, lies) ... but you know, I'm still excited xD! Yeah, cosplaying Talho (Eureka 7), if I manage to get her costume done, sheesh o_o! I'll take pictures, if you'd like to see any of them.

Haha, so I've been re-addicted to NeoPets. Yeah, NEOPETS--the site for six-year-olds. That's me. I blame my friend Meaghan who told me to go on the boards there and RP D:< But heck, I have like 30K, so it's pretty sweet.

And fanfiction ... yeah, I left the Kingdom Hearts fandom. And if I'm back at all, it won't be for a long time, believe me. I'm so over that game, it's ridiculous. D: Sorry guys. But if you really want me to read one of your stories, I so will n_n!

Okay, my eyes are hurting. I'm going to do something productive now. Au revoir!

BE MY VALENTINE?

2007-02-12T02:08:58Z

You know you want to ... <3

Update; because I felt I had to.

2007-02-07T03:27:04Z

The Death Note movie is AMAZING. I advise all of you, yes, ALL of you, to watch it when you get a chance to. I just rewatched it another time tonight, and man, it doesn't get old. It's so sexy and evil and I love it. <3

Anyway, I haven't posted in a while, sorry. Just to update you guys, I'm in my second semester now. It's an alright semester, I guess, but the first one was a lot better. And I know it's probably because I'm not used to it, but believe me, it's not. I barely have anyone I talk to in my classes. Math class is the best class for me; Photography too. D: It's depressing.

The friend meme thing? Eh, it'll be a while before I get around to that. xD I'm sorry guys, but you know I love you, right? You better. 8D It's just laziness, procrastination ... all the good stuff that's sitting in the back of my brain, thinking up ways to slow me down.

Kind of a useless post, but I felt I had to write something to notify you guys that I'm still alive. Okay, that was a bit of an exaggeration, but you know what I mean. xD And jeez, I have to get around to reading Felia's monsterous ficcie; it seems ownful. :x

NARUSAKU SECKS FTW ~
Anyone know any good narusaku fanfics, btw?

YOU'RE MAKING A SPECTACLE OF YOURSELF.

2007-01-17T23:32:43Z

This morning was perhaps one of the worst mornings I've ever experienced .. or at least, from what I can remember. I woke up, dead tired, then studied for my Art exam and wrote up notes for my history essay today. Not to mention, no food, just tea (with about 8 teaspoons of sugar .. hehehe). And then, I went to school, completely unprepared for everything. I studied for art during Science (missed everything, though we have a weather test tomorrow) and was really sucky in Latin class~

Then it was art, and I was somewhat ready. And I think I did well, so I was a little more cheerful throughout the rest of the day, but not by much. Tomorrow I have my essay still and a Science test, then on Friday I have a Latin exam~ oiii. Life sucks right now.

~~Not to mention I have a secret crush on someone I shouldn't have a crush on :x~~

*scoff* ANYWAY, it FINALLY changed to winter, I mean, It was WARM for the longest time, but the last week it went below -25. WTF, I mean, I'm used to Canadian weather, but ... man, stupid global warming; make up your mind, weather.

But now I am happily reading FullMetal Alchemist manga, obsessing over EdWinry and being too lazy to go study for my Science test~ :D I just felt like posting, because I ... FELT LIKE IT, OKAYY? (& don't worry, tomorrow I shall post my friend thing! AND the habit thing~)

Now, tell me you love me, k? *sour mood* I hart you :D

I stole`ded 8D

2007-01-14T17:51:29Z

1. Reply to this post if you want me to tell you why I think you're cool.
2. Watch my journal over the next few days for a post just about you and why you rock my socks.
3. Post these instructions in your journal and give your friends a much needed dose of love and adoration!

Yes, I stole`ded this from like everyonnee. But I love you guys so much, and hopefully you'll all post so I can write about you and why you rock my world more than sexzors <3

8D I go read sextaculous SakuNaru and LinkMidna fanfics now.

me love you long time? n__n

2007-01-06T05:23:09Z

I stole this from the amazing Catherine. :D And Caitlan, too, I believe. <3

Top 10 Shippings Overall—
o1. ZeldaLink (at the moment, but it’ll change)
o2. SyaoranSakura
o3. ChrnoRosette
o4. SelphieKairi
o5. EdwardWinry
o6. TaichiSora
o7. SoraKairi
o8. MamoruUsagi
o9. TakaoHiromi
1o. AsukaShinji

Top 5 Love Triangles/Threesomes—
o1. SelphieKairiYuffie
o2. SyaoranSakuraFai
o3. KyoTohruYuki
o4. RikuSoraKairi
o5. SakuraSasukeNaruto

Top 5 Canon Pairings—
o1. ZeldaLink
o2. SyaoranSakura
o3. SquallRinoa
o4. ChrnoRosette
o5. MamoruUsagi

Top 5 "Not my favorite, but they’re very nice alternate choices" Shippings—
o1. LinkMalon
o2. HollandTalho
o3. RentonEureka
o4. TamakiHaruhi
o5. RoyRiza

Top 5 Pedophilic Shippings (Because we all have them...)—
o1. VincentYuffie
o2. FaiSakura
o3. SyaoranTouya
o4. AuronRikku
o5. KajiAsuka

Top 5 "wtf that makes no sense... but I LOVE it!" Shippings—
o1. SakuraOlette
o2. DemyxSelphie
o3. LinkMidna
o4. RoxasSora
o5. YukoKurogane

Top 5 Crossover Shippings—
o1. SakuraOlette (don’t ask XDD;)
o2. SakuraKairi
o3. SoraTakao
o4. RikuHaruhi
o5. SakuraSora

Top 5 "I just don’t feel what everyone else is feelin'" Shippings—
o1. AxelRoxas
o2. RoxasKairi
o3. RonHermione
o4. HaruhiTwins
o5. SasukeSakura

Top 5 "I hope these die" Ships—
o1. Organization XIII yaoi in general (Yes, it annoys me. Unless it has a decent plot, I’ll shun it)
o2. SoraRiku
o3. KiraLacus
o4. ShinjiRei
o5. GanondorfLink

Anyway, new layout, woohoo! I put it up yesterday because the last one was really angsty and dark. It started to affect me xD And believe me, I know the toolbar's links at the top don't work; I'm trying, so stfu. :x

Hm, so today was lame. Project, rants, fanfiction, TV ... just the usual. Though, I started sewing again since ... October, I believe? It's been a while ~

:D Alright, just a brief update before I read some more fanfiction and hit the sack. Meaghan is forcing me to get up at some inhumane hour tomorrow to shop, so I'll have to rest. Oh, well. I'm just thinking of the pretty downtown anime stores and I'll make it through. ;D

BTCHS. <3

2007-01-03T04:22:50Z

Alright, I'm sorry. SEE, this is WHY I don't use journals; my mind wanders, or I become hopelessly addicted to something else. In this case, I've been addicted to Zelda: Twilight Princess. :)

Mhm, yes. I went over to my cousin Nikki's place for New Years, and oh man, playing Zelda was amazing. I swear, it's my favorite game ever (though, that'll change when another game comes out).

So anyway, over the past week (or how ever many days it was) I've been having a super mega awesome break <3 I mean, the first weekend, I went over to my friend Meaghan's house (in Missisauga) and we took a photoshoot (turned out kinda lame). The following Monday, it was Christmas, and I got some cool presents. I recieved a Wii, an iPOD iPALS thingie (lol, tis pink and fluffy), and candy, chocolate and some clothes. All in all, it was a pretty bomb Christmas. Not to mention, the turkey was fabulous. :D

And then, on Boxing Day, I went up north to Stratford (nothing that interesting, it was just a 3 hour car drive, that's all). And on the Friday, I went over to Nikki's and stayed until earlier today.

Ya see, nothing interesting happened with me; I'm just obsessing over Zelda again. And of course, the Nintendo Wii is like the best thing to happen since ... ever! Mhm, I'm so tired, I sound like a retarded child with issues. I'm off now ~ but I'll try posting more often ... (I didn't promise though n__n).

Queen Street is le emo.

2006-12-21T03:29:40Z

Ohemgee. Yesterday, while Brittany, Chloe, Casey and I went out downtown, Brittany and I bought the freaking most super duper mega awesome dresses in the world. They're Gothic Lolita (all black and frilly). Like holy crap, after trying mine on, I was seriously loving life to the fullest. I have to post a picture up here, damn it. I ended up buying it for 57 dollars, which is a pretty awesome price, since they're usually like 19319319 bazillion.

Christmas stole my money, therefore, I cannot screw the rules!

It's true; Christmas has eaten my wallet .. I'm very depressed looking into my empty wallet finding, well, nothing. Except my Library card from like 8 years ago (lol @ my childish writing).

I've decided, after contemplating what to buy my cousin Nikki, I should just make everyone cookies and buy them pocky and (Easter) cards. I mean, I've known Nikki my entire life almost ... and it just seems I should get her something big. I love my other friends to pieces but ... And my Mother is broke too. D< And the money my Grandma (from England) sent me STILL hasn't come after 3 weeks -- I hate those postmen, screw them to hell (may they burn with a passion of a thousand suns)!

Anyway, because of Art, I am so stressed. Last night was bad enough (me studying HARDCORE for a Physics test); Jesus would be sad. I'm so behind in all my subjects, possibly failing my Physics unit and, well, flying with style (and technicolor) in History and Latin (lol @ me, I own).

Right now, at this very moment, I am baking. Yes, ME -- ME OF ALL PEOPLE. Me, after almost succesfully burning down my kitchen. Yes, me. I'm baking those cookies for my friends, and they better taste good. I've had some bad experiences with cooking ... (ie. giant blob pizza and etc.). Oh, man, I amuse myself to no end. That reminds me of the random dreams my friends have (lol @ me as Santa and Cruella Devil).

Anyway, I'm done angsting and all that jazz. So I'll post something sometime later (ie, next year). (I forgot to mention I get to miss Science next morning because of an issue "chat" with my friends, a teacher, and I. It's about our friendship and how it went downhill over the past year). Looking toward tomorrow, I'm pretty excited -- yet not.

OMGNOWAI.

2006-12-17T04:38:47Z

Omygod, yay! I am suuu uber happy. After some intense editing and coding, my journal is complete ~ :D I am so cool.

Anyway, I'm new around here (Lies! I was actually on a year ago .. but I switched accounts). I'm Rachie and on LJ, I'll probably rant about my (terrible) life, post my cosplays and fanfics, and just be ... crazie :D

Urg. I'll post something more meaningful tomorrow. Keepin' it real!